June 2012
88 posts
2 tags
Walking to anywhere
We wait in front of a famous printing shop; standing under the cold night of the waning moon, waiting still and patiently for you. Trying to look left and right, trying to ask oneself where the one could be. Until, suddenly, the world becomes so small on the second your eyes greet mine with a flustering smile.
There we start walking to anywhere we could be while just holding each others’...
2 tags
I have so much stories to tell, but here I am, smiling thoughtlessly rather than writing. Anyway, this is such an awesome night; I was able to kiss her on the forehead :”>. I swear, I will take care of her “forever”.
2 tags
1 tag
2 tags
1 tag
I can’t be the best, I won’t be the best, but I can try my best, can’t I? :-)
1 tag
Will there be somebody to place my hand in theirs when I’ve lost everything else, and help me hold on to the dream? I hope so..
2 tags
1 tag
Nobody ever wants to have a son that starves himself everyday and has scars on his wrists.
Nobody.
2 tags
Ephemeral
In the past few days, we’ve been having moments — sweet, isolated moments. Man, we even had an army of ants surrounding us. The time seemed so slow, and it felt like an eternity of happiness. Our cheeks were both flustering and our lips were smirking. Her smile was so beautiful that it made me so lost in our own little world. Our shoulders were lying beside each other.
I wish that...
The missing handkerchiefs
My closet used to be filled with various designs of handkerchiefs for my own personal use. However, things seem to have changed. Usually, I can grab a handkerchief to be used for the day without looking, but I can’t now. I used to clutter my house with a pile of queued in the laundry handkerchiefs. And my mother used to scold me for being such a sloppy boy.
In addition, I even used to use...
2 tags
I really don’t care unless I have to or I want to. There is a person with a very special exception though :-)
2 tags
“Tell people there’s an invisible man in the sky who created the universe,...”
– George Carlin
3 tags
1 tag
The cold weather is giving me the chills, and my eyes are starting to feel hot as if they’re burning. My body temperature has been wildly inclining upwards ever since the rain started to fall.
Ah.. (“-_-)
2 tags
I’m feeling much better now, and we’re (She and I) on better terms, I think. The worse case is that my body has been suffering under various illness, although they are light cases, for the past few days. Oh dilemma.. a light rain could give me fever.
I’ve finished most of my school works already, so… :-) I’m pretty free from stress for the meantime.
4 tags
2 tags
2 tags
I feel like I’m just another negligible option to her. :’(
1 tag
June 14, 2012 (Morning)
Dear Diary,
I woke up this morning while panting. I was having another asthmatic attack due to the stress recently. As a result, I was unable to come to school.
I slept again, and woke up around 9. I was feeling better but still bad as ever. Because of boredom, I turned on the TV. It felt nice and nostalgic watching frivolous cartoon programs. I couldn’t ask for more other than lying down...
1 tag
4 tags
2 tags
I write with an unconcise way because long stories tend to be boring, and fragmental ideas puzzles us, thus, motivates us to read further written ideas. Some long pieces of writing eventually gets boring after the first part —
— Naah, I’m just too slothful to write long entries. Although, I encourage people to write extensive adventures, as along as it doesn’t get stale.
2 tags
Some people love sleeping because they realized that harmonic dreams are so much better than the disturbing reality.
2 tags
Crying myself to sleep :’(
1 tag
1 tag
1 tag
2 tags
1 tag
Morning, 9:25 — I escaped the devouring sadness entangling my heart by crying.
1 tag
3 tags
3 tags
Ba't ganito?
Parang lumalayo ba siya dahil sa nangyari kagabi, or talagang busy lang siya ngayon? Holiday pa naman :’(. ‘Di naman sa ‘di ako naniniwala na hawak ng ate niya yung cp niya…. ewan, namimiss ko lang talaga siya eh.
Gusto ko lang lagi siyang kausap, ka-text, mas-masaya pa kung kasama :’(. Ambigat nanaman ng nararandaman ko, na-i-iyak na naman
2 tags
To: Lai
I can’t help but feel sad all the time because I can’t stop missing you :’(. I just want to sit and talk with you all day. It just feels the best when I’m having conversations with you; what more if we were beside each other?
2 tags
Guilt
I can still feel the shame of making her tears fall through her cheeks. When I dialed her number on the phone, and heard her shivering voice, I was surprised in ravelment. I was so speechless, I didn’t know what to do.
I will never nail my promises.
—
I’m sorry to have made you cry last night, Lai :(
2 tags
What would she want to talk about with me? I can feel the butterflies in my tummy, ughh.. :”>
I hope that it will be something about that will make me really happy.. Please don’t disappoint me… :)
1 tag
Let’s meet again when I start living six feet beneath the earth. /JK
2 tags
Life is ironic, or am I?
I was told that our heart grows smaller as we age. If so, why am I suffering under the command of my emotions, and not my rational sentiments? Is there a plausible reason to why am I not standing on a paradise?
Perhaps, I am blinded by the blessings in disguise because of my pessimistic aspect? Perhaps.
I thought I became a good boy, Santa?
I always wore a vivacious grim of deceit. I wanted...
1 tag
They’re gone now. I have no one to burden anymore if ever I burst into tears at any time :)
1 tag
4 tags
:)
I was smiling with everyone through the day. I did not need to force my smile to show them how happy I was to be under their company; the fake smile came naturally considering how I’ve always been deceiving them. Their warmth could touch my heart filled with gloom. Their bliss was not merely an ephemeral but true. My spirit was wavering, yet theirs were standing firmly.
“What could I...
1 tag
Unintentionally, I slashed a small part of my left and right wrists, again. Sorry :-(
Talo daw si Pacquiao? Wooh, kunyari nanood ako.
